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If someone manages with Paracetamol then he doesnt need cannabis, ok?
So that is the analogy.
Ido Gal Razon
Combat soldier, disabled IDF veteran
Dealing with PTSD, ever since my service
Today i live with symptoms
the PTSD you are talking about, i live it daily
here, ill be your example
my tone is my post trauma
and to the rooms and the treatments that you put me in
with a person that cant listen
why? do you know whats happening to me right now?
im bursting, the adrenaline, im back in the battle
im starting to sweat and shake
my brain is transmitting reflexes of distress and danger
reflexes that i cant deal with, and the "medicine" you gave me, only made my situation worse
our medicine, made me burn my bed outside for my mother to see
i burned the bed, i concluded that i will never sleep again in my life
why do we have to reach such a situation?
now you found for us, for each symptom
from this horrible disease
how many symptoms are there? dozens of symptoms
and they get worse and worse
my body started to crash
hes (the body) not sleeping, hes not eating, he hasn't got an appetite, hes weak
all the medicine, the chemicals that you talked about
they are what finished me off in the end
they finished me, paralyzed me
muscle spasms, heart beatings so hard you think you're about to die
and in any case your still in post trauma
so the medicine isnt helping
now for each symptom, if you want to eat "take this", you want to sleep "take this"
medicine for sleep, and medicine for anxiety
because they (sleep medicine) raise the serotonin levels in your brain
increasing serotonin in the brain, i got MDMA i got ecstasy, thats "drugs"
whoever is in the "anti drug use committee"
in my opinion, your medicine is "drugs", you paralyzed me
today with medical canabis i am able to sleep 3 hours in a night
these are things that i wasnt able to do
to wake up everyday and change your sheets
3 times a night, and reaching a point where you havent slept in 8 months
so ofcourse i will lose it right now, ofcourse i will act this way, ofcourse i will shout
who else can i shout at?
pay bills to the police, municipality
i cant do anything, i cancel myself out
you are all looking at me like im a nutcase, im a nutcase right?
why am i a nutcase?
the current treatment is a failure
you dont give us psychological treatment
rather no treatment at all, there is no body that addresses us or helps us
that reaches a point they can administer cannabis for a wound
there is no such thing!
what are you doing to us? you give us dozens of medications
here are you medications
for each symptom and symptom you give us a medication
instead of one plant
that helps me relax, lets me smile a little, a better attitude
lets me sleep three hours a night, and also gives me an appetite
gives me an appetite!
my parents have reached a point where they hate me
because i fought in your army
i cant deal with the fact that you deny my brothers
brothers that i carry now on a stretcher
how can it be that i suffer from ptsd and i need to come here and fight for my brothers
carry them because they are bleeding
cause they are in psychiatric wards
cause you give them injections and god forbid they shout
if i shouted like this in the ward they would have tied me up to the bed
in wards that you work at!
and you would give me an injection that would paralyze me for 48 hours
and what damage does it do to the brain?
it short circuits the brain
come look at my friends the can barely utter a word, its all short circuits
their entire brain is short circuited!