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Hello everyone, welcome to class 6
of the Power of Kabbalah course
the subject of this class is
the power of certainty and
mind over matter
we're going to learn one of the most important principles
as far as controlling our consciousness
and we're going to learn as well in this session
unique, Kabbalahlistic tools
how to achieve transformation in a deep
metaphysical level, in a DNA level
so far
when we've spoke about transforming our consciousness
and elevating ourself to the next level
closer to the light
we spoke of transforming from reactive to proactive
taking responsibility for our Tikkun
transformational sharing
when we speak about the concept of certainty
we spoke about transformation
that takes place mainly
in our mind
is the attitude and the consciousness we attach to everything that we do
when we're overcoming reactivity...
when we're working on our Tikkun
when we're in the midst of sharing...
when we're facing tough time...
that all speaks mainly about the consciousness
but is the seed that'll affect
any other action in our life
some of the most common, negative consciousness...
negative intentions...negative states of mind
that causes static in the bottom of consciousness
inspite of maybe some positive action that we do
is worries...
fears...
being stressed out...
sadness
but what all of those negative consciousness
stem from
one root
consciousness of uncertainty
consciousness of uncertainty
refer to I'm uncertain how my future will be
I'm afraid it's going to be bad
I'm afraid I'll never shift and change
I'm afraid what I'm going through and
the mistake I did will never be recoverable
consciousness of uncertainty is consciousness of not trusting the light.
it's doubting that the light is present at all times
doubting that the light is an infinite force of sharing
and never stops sharing
inspite of mistakes that I've done
inspite of pain and [inaudible] I'm going through
the light never ceases from sharing
uncertainty brings us to a place of doubting
that goodness...in the end all things will be good
certainty is the consciousness
that in spite of pain and suffering....
in spite of challenges....
I'm certain it's for the good
doesn't mean I'm certain what's going to be good
doesn't mean I'm certain these business deals will close or not
doesn't mean I'm certain that, that's my best soul mate or not
but I'm certain the relationship issue will be solved
how the light knows...but I'm certain the good is the final outcome
I'm certain the prosperity..and the blessings will manifest themselves in my life
I'm certain the pain I'm going through will leads toward
blessing and transformation
I'm certain that the end of the process will be good.
I'm certain that the challenge I'm facing...
or even the mistake I've done
after the fact
will lead towards growth and blessings and sweet ending
What do you mean? How can you be certain?
the concept of certainty is based on very simple understanding
that the light is an infinite force of goodness
and it never stops sharing
so how come we see misfortune?
and how come we see negativity?
it's very simple kabbalahistically
my consciousness is the vessel to connect with the light
or not connect with the light
my consciousness is the vessel--
in my consciousness I'm saying,
"Wow, it's going to be bad! What's going to happen? I'm doubting it!"
so I'm blocking the infinite goodness of the light so it can reveal itself in my life
but when I'm injecting certainty in spite of things appearing horrible and dark
I'm actually having that consciousness....open consciousness to connect
in the light and I'm igniting and speeding up the process that the force
of goodness will manifest in my life
sometimes not all of us are clear what will be tomorrow
that doesn't mean I'm not certain tomorrow will be good
it's two different things
lack of clarity, that's understandable
that's part of life...I'm not sure what's the right thing for me to do
but please the Light with your help I'm sure the clarity will come...
I'm certain that your answer will come
while I'm doing my spiritual work...
while I'm using the other tools that we learned
but sometime we can do action of sharing and we try not to be reactive but in our mind we are sad
and worried...and we don't let go
we still let the doubt control our consciousness
even though my actions are positive, but because in my consciousness I have doubt and uncertainty
that things really will be good
I'm actually blocking the Light to manifest itself
that's the biggest enemy of humanity, the doubt we all have within us
and in the way we are doubting the Light, we are doubting things will be good...
sometimes we doubting ourselves
which is actually doubting the Light because the Light created us
with all our imperfection in a way we can manifest our potentional
in spite of our imperfection
doubting that casts the opportunity for growth and for blessings
is doubting the light
doubting for every positive action and maximum effort and putting the right consciousness
it will bring blessings in my life...is doubting the light...
and doubting cause and effect
doubting that whatever I'm going through, every difficulty...
is a lesson to grow...is doubting the Light
and that's the route consciousness, that's where actually all negativity and Satan consciousness enter through our mind
when that doubt is there
one of the natural manifestation of certainty is injecting happiness
when I'm truly certain, I also have happiness
even though I don't see happy things yet
and that's the mistake for most people
most people first need happy things to happen
then it'll make me happy
the Kabbalah is saying,
"don't wait for things to happen that will affect my consciousness
inject certainty...inject happiness... and that will create the reveal a happy reality"
is it matter over mind or mind over matter
as the Rothberg has said many times
for most people, seeing is believing
for the Kabbalahist, believing is seeing
the light never stops sharing
if in my consciousness I have a doubt things will be good
I'm blocking that light...I'm disconnected...
I've created a curtain between me and the light
we've learned, being like the light...connecting me to the light
not being like the light...disconnecting me from the light
when I'm uncertain and worried
am I like the light?
is the Light uncertain about himself, about the infinite blessings and goodness and everything is actually good?
and the thought of Creation is only to give and to share
even though we don't always see the process
so when I have doubt and uncertainty I'm not like the light
when I have doubt and uncertainty I am being a reactive being
because certain situations triggered doubt in me
so I'm reacting...
again I'm not like the Light
one of the basic indications that I'm not in a state of certainty
and I need to wake up
is when I'm not present
very often when I have fears...
when I have sadness...
when I have worries...
when I'm stressed out
I'll be so consumed with what's going to be
and how it use to be
and now it's this...and it's going to be like this...
I'm anticipating and I'm worrying
and part of my energy is drained by my focus on the future and the past
and I'm not actually injecting my energy into the present
I'm not putting my consciousness
okay that feels like negativity...what can I do in the present
to inject blessings, positivity, proactivity
giving, transformation, learning lessons
it's okay to have some concern about the future
but I need to take them and inject certainty
and say, "I'm sure it's good for the good,
what can I do in the present to plant the right seeds?"
but when I'm so concerned and consumed
about the future...it's indication that I'm ruled by consciousness of uncertainty and doubt
which Satan is in the process
is it always easy to transform from uncertainty to certainty?
not at all
it's a challenge...it's the biggest challenge actually
but it is possible, if we catch ourself early enough
when we fill of uncertainty consciousness...
when we fill of doubt...
when we fill of our sadness
and we say,
"no, I trust the process"
let's look at nature, again example from Roth Aschberg
Roth Aschberg shared with us
imagine if you take two trees
you planted new trees...orange trees
takes five years for the fruit to be ripe and sweet
and after three years you taste
the fruit from tree A and you taste the fruit from tree B
from tree A the fruit is VERY sour
from tree B the fruit is not so sour
who would you bet on...which tree would you bet on that would have the sweeter fruit eventually?
now it's only three years into the process
after five years the fruit is ripe
the fruit B which was not so sour, or the fruit A which was very sour?
what do you think, physically not spiritually?
where will you have sweeter fruit?
if you ask a farmer, he'll tell you
the more sour the fruit is in the process, the sweeter it is in the end
which is interesting
the way the goodness of the Light reveal itself in this world
from a seed level of birth of any process...of any person...of any fruit
of every situation
there's a seed...it will eventually lead to sweetness
to goodness...to positive ending....to great results
but in the process it'll have to go through sourness....
through difficulties...
through something that will appear the opposite of the final,
good ending of a situation
positive blessing...positive satisfying fulfillment
the opposite...but that's part of the test in this world
that's the test we all have, it's a process to go through it
we have to go through it, as a child even
when we get into the certain age of a teenager
the hormones kick in and suddenly we're anti
we're against, we're a little strange
it's the part of developing our true character
parents shouldn't react to this
we need to go through a selfish consciousness before we go through a true giving
it's part of the process...the fruit needs to go through the sourness before it becomes sweet
when you're creating and you're planning a huge project to make a huge difference in the world...
in the process you'll have a position...
in the process you'll have negativity
but it's a test for our certainty
when a woman gives birth, in this process there's tremendous pain
but with this comes major blessing, a major gift
in this world, in the process toward sweetness, towards blessings
at these moments when things appear opposite
and in our consciousness we cannot give up
we cannot forget the Light is in the process
even when things appear in doubt, the Light never left
but a situation needs to go through a process
and in those moments is the test, am I falling to sadness or uncertainty
or I'm saying, "no, I'm certain it's for the good
it's a fight and me while in the present will continue to do my maximum, physical effort
my maximum tools that I've learned about productivity and sharing"
for example, you have no money to pay your employees
it feels like the business is about to be finish
so you're going to sit down and say "certainty is all for the good?"
of course not.
you'll do everything in your power to recover the situation in a honest, giving, real way
but the biggest question you have to ask your
in the midst of that process, in the midst working hard to try to recover the situation, where is your consciousness?
stress...worry...anxiety...uncertainty?
or you know what, I know it's difficult, I know it's almost impossible
but in the midst of it, I'm constantly injecting certainty
I'm sure it's for the good and I'm sure the good will come out
and the good will not necessarily be the good that I expected or hoped
it's the good that the Light will reveal itself
sometime you might need to let go of the business, but something more amazing will come
but when I have the consciousness of certainty,
I'm shortening the process from sour to sweet
because it's inevitable that the sour will eventually turn sweet
but it may also be five life times
it might be 20 years...we don't want to be those who say
"no, that disease 20 years ago was for the good"
we'd like to see the transformation fast and that's our consciousness
the more I am able to inject that consciousness of certainty during sour moment or tough moment
the faster the transformation I will see in my life towards the good
because I'm truly creating a vessel to allow the goodness of the Light to reveal itself
Satan, because of some physical difficulties once to cause me to have doubt and uncertainty
because he cannot push away the Light, the Light never disappears--it's always there
the only thing Satan can push is my consciousness, my true conviction that a force of good is here
if we can pause for a moment and ask ourselves,
"where is my test of certainty?"
for example, you know for me when I'm in financial stress,
I become worried and uncertain
I know, "wow, that's my test"
that's my Tikkun, that's when I need to inject certainty
for another person is, whenever I'm getting a little rejection in relationship
that's actually triggering my fear, my insecurity, my uncertainty
so if each one of you can please pause and write down to yourself
where do you have repetitive Tikkun with uncertainty?
because the more you're aware, the more you know to come
with the weapon of transformational consciousness
there's a story, famous story from 2000 years ago
with a person named Nachum Ish Gamzu
his name was Nachum and they attached the name to him Gamzu
which means "it's also for the good"
because whenever he went through difficulty and pain,
right away before the doubt, said, "I'm sure it's for the good."
I'm sure it's for the good
and the story said that he was supposed to be the messenger
sent by the Israelites to give offering to the Caesar
that time the Roman Empire was the ruling force also in Jerusalem
it's an important thing, bringing offering
and on his way he had to stop at a motel and it was in the eve
and thieves were there
ask him what he has and he says,
"I have some treasure...some gifts for the Caesar" and they say "really?"
when he went to sleep, they stole all the gifts
and replaced the bags with sand
when he came to the Caesar he handed them the gift
and the Caesar said, "it's all sand...."
what did he say? "Hang that person right away, kill that person"
referred to Nachum right away
the guards held Nachum to take him towards execution
what did Nachum say to himself right away?
"[Hebrew translation] I'm sure it's for the good"
of course if he could run away, he could...
but physically he couldn't do anything
but he still knew he had consciousness...
I have choice in my consciousness
nobody can take away our consciousness
people can take away something physical away from us...
people can hurt our body...
but our consciousness we will always have a choice
and he exercised that choice
and he said, "I'm sure it's for the good"
by saying it, he actually sped up the reality of the good
he revealed the hidden good that's always there
and suddenly Elijah the prophet, dressed as a man
appeared and told the Caesar,
"Don't you know? This sand is a gift. It's magical sand. If you throw it in the air it becomes swords against your enemy"
you can find that story in books of histories from the Talmud actually
and indeed that's what happened
this sand was magical sand that made swords he never saw before
and he not only released Nachum, he also gave and offered him all the treasure
that he could give him
for this amazing gift and apologized to him
what did we see here?
the miracles created through the power of certainty
the Light is infinite
everything is possible
at the moment I'm doubting the goodness of the light
I will not see the light in that moment
maybe through a lot of pain and activity I'll open up and see the Light
but the consciousness of certainty
created the miracle... created the miracle
in our life....at work...with relationship
when facing rejection...when we're going through hard time
it's so easy to fall to the consciousness of uncertainty
I've seen myself with my teacher and the Rav Berg working on projects to make a difference in other peoples' life
and very often there will be difficulties and challenges
and I remember that consciousness of the "wow, challenges?
Great! It means amazing things are about to happen--
don't give up! Bring it on!
this blessing here, but I don't see any blessing...especially when I don't see any blessing"
it's not just, "okay let's look at the positive side"
"let's look at the half full of the cup" ...there's nothing in the cup
it feels dark....there's no light at the end of the tunnel
that's the time to inject the biggest certainty
is it easy? No. Is it possible? Yes!
because there's strength in our soul
and if we catch ourself as we fall into sadness...uncertainty
effected by the ups and downs of life
we can inject that certainty and inject as much we can of happiness
even though we don't feel it yet, we'll see results
that'll push our consciousness and shift reality, avoid the Light and create changes and miracles in our life
sometimes we have a gut feeling about what I should do or shouldn't do
and it's just clear to us--we hear the voice,
I know it's the right thing to do
but then, the voice of logic will tell me
" no...not now... not today...it's too risky...
let's ask 20 people to validate it..."
and eventually we go with logic...tomorrow
that's also opportunity to inject certainty
when I have a gut feeling, an intuitive feeling, deep inside
I know it's the right thing
but of course, doubts and fears will come
in this particular case, injecting certainty is
"go, listen to your gut feeling"
it appears like risk, but deep inside you know it's the right thing
but sometimes I want to make sure that I'm all secure before I make that move
then you'll get nowhere in life
what is prophet, people who lived thousands of years ago?
we often receive various messages saying
"do this" or "don't do that"
"call that person"
"make that deal"
"go ahead"
but we want to be so secure that we lose the gift of prophecy
and we don't inject certainty...sometimes injecting certainty is following through
listen to the gut feeling
listen to the voice within
Go for it!
Don't look for validation!
have you seen the movie "Field of Dreams" with Kevin Costner?
when he saw that vision of building a baseball field in the midst of a corn field
it was the middle of nowhere
but he had this message, "if you build it, he will come"
and he eventually listened to it
and people came from all over
each one of us have those little messages of great messages
when I'm not following them then I won't actually have the gift to being guided more and more
so that's another way to express certainty
there's another way the test of certainty manifests itself in life
I'd like to read to you a section from the Zohar
so I will read the beginning of a story from the Zohar
I'm reading it especially in aramaic letters to draw that energy of certainty
[reading in Hebrew]
the Zohar is sharing with us a story
a story of two men walking in the desert
and in the middle of nowhere someone appears and asks
"do you have any food for me?"
and these two guys just had enough for themselves
and one person said
"yes, I do have food" and for some reason,
he decided to give all the food he had to that poor man
his friend told him,
"What are you doing? You're going to die"
"You're not going to have food for yourself and I'm not going to give you my food because if I give you, I'm going to die"
so he answered,
"Am I supported by your food? The one who provides food is the Light"
and then the next verse as the Zohar continues to share with us
that the two are walking as the poor man went his way
and after a few hours, the person with gave away the food
started to feel the hunger, starved, thirsty
weak...and his friend told him,
"I told you. You shouldn't have given the food"
and he continued and eventually the friend with the food left
and he fell asleep after hours and hours
and he fell asleep and a snake approached him
and the snake was about to bite him but in a last second another snake
came and killed the first one
and he woke up and saw the dead snake in front of him
and then in front of him he saw as well two students of Rav Shimon Bar Yochai
Rabbi Chya and Rabbi Yossi
and they told him a story
first they gave him food and told him the story
it was written based in your Tikkun that you're supposed to be killed by this snake
but there's a rule in the universe
the cure comes always before the disease
and the Creator sent you the cure
what was the cure?
the opportunity to express unlimited certainty
by giving without knowing how you're going to receive anything in return
the fact that you gave away everything to that poor....
that poor was not a real man, that was Elijah the prophet as a messenger
he was there to give you a chance not just to give
giving is easy
to give with total certainty...not knowing
when you're going to receive anything back
but knowing that, that person came out of nowhere
to give you an opportunity
to express trust and certainty
so when you give and part of this giving is ability to express certainty and trust
because you knew it came for a reason in your life
you actually change your destiny
you created miracles because that level of certainty
giving up your life actually gave you back your life
the level of consciousness that you raised yourself from where you were
is huge and as a result you gained life
Kabbalahlistically, miracles are not God's creation
if we look at the chart of the 10 levels of consciousness
this actually stems from the chart of the 10 sefirot
10 levels of consciousness was the Zohart or the tree of life
from the lower level called the "Malchut" which is a code name
to the lower level...to the 1% level
to the desire to receive for oneself low level
to the highest level which the code name for it is "Ketter"
and the levels in between
Kabbalahlistically, besides these 10 levels represent 10 levels of consciousness within us that we came to this world to gradually ascend ourself
each one of them represent parallel universe
which the lower one is the lower destiny; the most chaotic destiny
but the one above it is more miraculous and the one above more miraculous
and more miraculous and more miraculous
and all these realms co-existing at the same time
so Kabbalahlistically each one of us have potential miracles
at every second of our life
waiting to be revealed
as I'm shifting my consciousness in this case
giving and injecting certainty in the time that it's illogical
totally beyond my 1%, totally beyond my lower consciousness
I've just shifted myself to a higher realm
and in that realm, death does not exist...
the miracle exists
so Kabbalahlistically, in order to wait for miracles to happen to me
how can I access the miracle?
how can I shift to a consciousness that is much more certain,
that is much more giving, much more outside of myself alone?
because if I want 'normal life", normal...expected
its' living in the 1%
and in that 1% it's ups and it's downs
and in the end it's more down than up
but if I want to go beyond normal, who cares what's logical
I want to live all day long by logical
most of the day anyways is by logic
but all day long? Only when it's logical I'll share?
only when it's logical I'll inject trust?
Only when it's logical I'll be happy? Only when it's logical I'll be exited
to be outside of myself and share with someone?
logic ruled by the 1% and by the opponent
to inject miracles, I need to create miracles
in the same way we say miracles is beyond nature
I need to be beyond nature to access the miracles that are waiting for me
for each one of us, doesn't matter where we are
there is miraculous reality waiting to be accessed by us
to all the tools that we learned, when it's an extreme shift--
I'm accessing miracles
especially the consciousness of certainty
I want to share with you a story from the Bible, from the five books of Moses
we know that the Zohar besides the fact it's de-codifying life and helping us understand the secrets of life
it's actually going book by book, story by story
word by word of the Torah, and help us to de-codify the story
and to learn the true secrets and the true lessons
reveal the true light behind the story
so this story is 7 days after Exodus
7 days after Moses led the Israelites out of Egypt
out of slavery
celebrating, running towards the land of Israel
and here in front of them facing the Red Sea
water...and they don't know how to cross
no boats that time, no way to cross the water
and then they realize that behind them, Pharaoh and Egyptian walk up and realize they made a mistake
that we let go of the Israelites
we want revenge... we want to kill them...we want to finish them
so on one side they see the Red Sea in front of them and in the back, the Egyptian
the Israelites started to be scared and begging to Moses
"Moses, what happened!: What are we going to do!?"
and Moses...the messenger, the prophet
connecting to the light, asking to the Light
"What should we do?"
What is the answer of the Light? [Hebrew phrase]
(translation: "Why are you asking me for help?)
talk to the Israelites and go ahead--I gave you the tools
cross the sea
somehow Moses taught the Israelites a powerful lesson
so we're going to learn the secret and the depth of that lesson
but what happened is, after they learned the secrets that I will soon share and reveal
they quiet down, and they started to prepare themselves with the consciousness of certainty that they're going to cross the sea
but they had that consciousness and nothing happened
any one person, one of the head of the tribes ....started to walk toward the water
with total certainty...and only after the water reach over his nose, the sea really parted...
and the Israelites went through
According to the Kabbalahists' parting of the red sea it is not just the physical parting of the red sea
we're spouting our own Red Sea in our life
which we face on a day to day basis
when things are tough...when things are impossible
they injected the consciousness of certainty and
had to be manifestation to it
had to be jumping into the water and not waiting for the sea to part
mind is over matter and not matter over mind
but one secret Moses taught the Israelites
and that's what I want to spend and talk a little about
is about another powerful, metaphysical tool that is unique to Kabbalah
The Kabbalists share sometimes I would love to have certainty,
but I'm still stuck in worry
I would love to be proactive, but I'm still stuck in reactive
sometimes it's tough to change in a DNA level
our consciousness...our intention...even though we want
it's all rooted with us...the consciousness of Satan
the consciousness of the opponent
that it's almost impossible to say,
"certainty!", "give!", "let go!", "be proactive!"
we need tools...we need tools that see at a DNA level we can achieve transformation
The Kabbalahists teach that the 22 Hebrew letters
are not about the language
and it's not about religion
actually the shapes of the letters
the sounds of these letters
are the most powerful mantras that ever existed
and these letters...and these tools...and these vibrations
existed a long time before Abraham
it was there from the beginning
and in the past people knew those letters were technology
to access the light
the same way there's a physical DNA
there's a metaphysical DNA that we can use that DNA
to shift our consciousness
what consists of the metaphysical DNA?
consciousness
How do we access this consciouness?
Kabbalahlistically, the Hebrew letters--the 22 Hebrew letters
different sequences and combinations of the letters
are tools to help us to access different support systems from the Light
the secret Moses provided to the Israelites is the secrets of the 72 names of God
which 72 powerful combination, none of them mean anything in Hebrew
it's just sequence of letters that combine together 72
that stems from 3 verses in the Torah that each one of these verses is 72 letters
and when you combine them in a special way you get three 72 names
that each one of them has 3 letters
and those names, those sequences
are antennas that draws down the energy
of elevated consciousness
energy of miracles
energy of transforming ego to humility
transforming uncertainty to certainty
transforming fear of blockage of abundance to fear unlimited abundance
of consciousness of sickness to consciousness of healing
each one of these 72 names that you see on the screen
represent an antenna to draw down a special support from the light of the Creator
the Kabbalahi explains I have to make the maximum effort that they can
but I need some tools to connect
that's part of humility--I need help
I need the rope between me and the light of the Creator
I need support system
Kabbalahistically, the Hebrew letters, specifically the 72 names of God being used
this technology to perform miracles
in that particular case
as technology to transform the consciousness of answer to deem fear
the consciousness of certainty and miracles
and when that consciousness shifted
and one person jumped into the water and began that process
the splitting of the Red sea was already the result
Kabbalahistically, one of the most powerful tools to help us to shift consciousness
is the letters that channel through the Zohar
Kabbalah since the beginning of time, using the Zohar
based on weekly energy
based on weekly portion
as tools of transformation, as tools of raising our consciousness
if you look at the chart of the tens feyolt
actually through the Zohar we can reach a level
called "bina consciousness"
the eighth level from the bottom
and in that level negativity does not exist
in that level caste does not exist...of course
using the Zohar without making an attempt to transform ourself
to be more proactive... to be more of a giver
to have more certainty...to work on my Tikkun...of course we're not
but when I'm truly working on myself, accompanied with using the Zohar
to raise my consciousness as a tool to reveal the Light in the world
this is DNA technology to affect change in our life in a seed level
Kabbalistically , even the presence of the Zohar in a room
in a house
since the letters are not just physical letters and language
they're actually capturing consciousness, able to shift the consciousness of a room...
a house...to create protection--what is protection?
elevated consciousness
when you're around a person with elevated consciousness and you let his energy in
you connect to a bubble of protection
when youre around the Zohar which not just contains the teachings and the secrets of the Zohar
the actual letters...and that's the reason we read in each lesson
from the Zohar
the actual letters...the actual shape...stand as the eyes and the windows of the soul
actually capturing the energy the Zohar talks about
not just the intellect
the strength...is another powerful tool of elevation
of raising consciousness...of performing miracles
miracles in our lives exist when I'm able to raise consciousness
we can raise consciousness in an extreme way, through proactive when I'm so reactive
giving when it's very uncomfortable
working on my Tikkun when I want to blame the world
injecting certainty when I'm so fearful and uncertain
injecting happiness and excitement
the Zohar...and using the Zohar daily
is the most powerful tool to transform consciousness
and to create miracles into our own life
miracles depend on us
miracles are waiting for us to be revealed
what homework can we take with us?
with all these topics and powerful lessons that we learned
during the course of the day, besides all the other consciousness we shared
proactivity...sharing....of Tikkun
during the course of the day, catch yourself when you fall into uncertainty
catch yourself when you're not totally present
part of your mind is focusing on something else
dwelling too much of what was or the future
dwelling and not being so excited
something is holding you back...and recognize
"Wow! I'm not injecting certainty! I'm not totally present!"
"I'm not giving all my energy into the present!"
shift that consciousness, catch yourself
and you will see actually how it's shifting your entire energy
and as a result, attracting blessing and speeding up blessings in your life
is it easy? No, it is a process
but it starts from making the effort
and persevering....all the best