Kirkastus-subs-low

Paratiisista päin puhaltaa myrsky joka on niin voimakas ettei enkeli voi enää sulkea siipiänsä Do you remember the moment Moment when you realised for the first time How huge is the world That it’s endless That there is no touchable end to it In my nightmares that moment comes back I remember it like it was yesterday Two days before my grandfather died I found a dead bird in the fields They say it’s a sign Of somebody dying soon I was then six And stood besides my grandfather's coffin Looking at his empty face Did grandfather go to heaven? Or hell? Was it the start of my doubt in Faith? Do I remember the last time I prayed? I think it was the day of the funeral 'Now I lay me down to sleep' ‘I pray the Lord my soul to keep' 'If I shall die before I wake' 'I pray the Lord my soul to take' I've been searching myself ever since They used to believe that When Mother Earth and Heavenly Father join together It will rain Beliefs change Need to believe doesn't I suppose I’m as if Angelus Novus The Angel of History An angel looking to move away From my past storm My wings are caught in the storm I want to let go I need something to believe in Something touchable KIRKASTUS