Alice Bailey comes back afterDeath teach: Relationships and Agreements 2 of 3

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Desteni Interdimensional Interview: Relationships and Agreements 2 - Alice Bailey
This is Alice Bailey continuing
Though an interesting point, opened up, in one moment within the interdimensional existence
within my experience of myself 'with' this particular being that
I decided, as well as he decided to be, 'in agreement with'
I had this- fear
which was, so suppressed
that I, did not recognize or see it, while- within the agreement with this being
and this fear was- me
literally, being vulnerable and completely open
in being able to, stand before all, and everything and everyone that is me and say:
This is who I am
meaning, standing in no shame standing, in no regret
This, fear was because, of- judgments
I had, of myself of what I've been and what I've done, and
which is deliberate dishonesty
So from my perspective, I did not, enter into the agreement with him, in absolute self-honesty
because I was still hiding, inside myself- with myself
because of this fear of being absolutely completely totally
unconditionally vulnerable and open
completely, absolutely totally, direct and straight forward
I would still accept and allow myself to compromise myself in situations
because I would not speak directly, I would-
want, to manipulate a situation or an experience
to make sure that I control me and my environment, so that I don't have to be open
so that I don't "have to be" vulnerable so that I can still close myself, within myself
to a certain degree, to make sure that "I don't get hurt"
so the fear of 'getting hurt' or- being harmed in some way, with regards to who I am
by being, with another human being was quite immense
(smile) and
so one day, well not one day one moment
the being I am in agreement- I was in agreement with well still am in agreement with
came, and
he looked me- he looked at me directly, stood before me
and he says to me: This ends, Here!
and he, turned around and walked away
(shocked)
wow, (laugh) I, completely, broke- into pieces, at that moment
and that was already an indication, that there was problem
that, I was not unconditional within this point of and as agreement because
if this point of me, entering this agreement was unconditional was self-honest
one and equal, as me as the being as 'all'
whether, we be in agreement or not in agreement, it should not have
made a difference, to who I am 'Here'
Yet! I fell into pieces I broke apart, I've broke apart
My entire foundation of me was, just shattered
and I was 'extremely' upset
(smile) I even went to a point where I, manifested myself into rain clouds
just to cry and cry and 'cry' (smile) because, I was
(sigh) I couldn't understand! because what was going in my mi- in myself was:
What did I do wrong!? did I do anything wrong? wasn't I good enough?
where did I make the mistake, and that's first had kind of went into my mind
went- in through in my mind 'through me'
until I 'stopped', and I looked at the point of: But wait a minute Alice
if you were actually self-honest, within this agreement
you wouldn't be experiencing yourself this way
So what's going on?
and then, that's where I saw the point of- my fear manifested
my fear of being 'hurt', by another if I were to have an agreement
or going to relationship, so even the relationships structure even existed within me
so I "wasn't actually", one and equal in self-honesty within an agreement
even though we spoke about it, within myself, there was still- 'us being in a relationship'
because of the-
accepted and allowed point of 'suppressing', that fear, of being harmed by another
So I realized that- that fear was actually, manifested because I was harming myself
from the perspective of, where
you really harm yourself if you accept and allow yourself to exist in fear
to accept and allow yourself to exist in- in in 'suppression'
because, it becomes so difficult
to try and, manipulate, to try to control, your world and your reality
to keep holding onto this fear, that apparently 'protects you'
and so it went all further now realize, that this 'fear of being Harmed'
was actually me, trying to protect, my
personality definition of myself, according to how I've "promised myself"
to never go into relationship, to never go- into any form of experience with a man
and, that 'promise' I made to myself, throughout 'Life times'
still existed 'very very' prominently within myself
and, Kieran, basically in that moment, he
'saw' what I was doing, to myself and therefore he had to manifest my fear
but it wasn't him, he was merely expressing
what I manifest within me and my world, my reality
so when he said: This ends Here!
he was not speaking to me as 'who I am', in self-honesty one and equal as him
he was speaking to my 'personality', defined mind manifestation
um and of course I completely went into that mind manifested- personality
mind demon! literally, and
afterwards the point where, I had to stand- is:
Will I be able to stand? in self-honesty here as one, as equal, as Life as all
without, anything or anyone
Can I stand, without Kieran?
through out, process until this is done
So it took me
awhile (laugh) to get to that point of
making sure that I will stand, with or without- needing, wanting or requiring to be
in an agreement with- a specific being
and that's what agreements entails, so to speak
while, in an agreement you must be able to stand so certain within yourself
that you do not
need require want or desire this being, to be here with you in this agreement
you 'each stand alone', one and equal in self-honesty
Yet the agreement, is one and equal - self assistance and self support
Alright, I'll continue in my next interview, thank you
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